Hi all...( I seriously doubt anyone reads this blog)
So its been two years now. The last time I wrote here was in 2008. Ahh a good year. Fell in love truly for the first time. And I mean the grown-up kind of love. No games, no drama!
Anyways just to bring everyone up to speed. I married that boy. My best friend.
We had a beautiful wedding, perfect weather, food, music, and all our family and friends sharing our special day with us.
So now I'm Mrs.J. It's funny how that one piece of paper, that title change or that ring on my finger defines who I am to the public. Not that I'm complaining. I'm enjoying my first year of marriage. But I'm lost in who I am and where am I in the family. To me the definition of my family always meant my parents and siblings. Now family is redefined as Me and Hubby. (oh I'm sure Mother will always have "suggestions" on how to live my life. But that what mother's do I guess!) I've been so accustomed to think in a singular frame of mind...all me. But now I have to think before I do because I have a permanent plus one and if it will affect him.
So its been two years now. The last time I wrote here was in 2008. Ahh a good year. Fell in love truly for the first time. And I mean the grown-up kind of love. No games, no drama!
Anyways just to bring everyone up to speed. I married that boy. My best friend.
We had a beautiful wedding, perfect weather, food, music, and all our family and friends sharing our special day with us.
So now I'm Mrs.J. It's funny how that one piece of paper, that title change or that ring on my finger defines who I am to the public. Not that I'm complaining. I'm enjoying my first year of marriage. But I'm lost in who I am and where am I in the family. To me the definition of my family always meant my parents and siblings. Now family is redefined as Me and Hubby. (oh I'm sure Mother will always have "suggestions" on how to live my life. But that what mother's do I guess!) I've been so accustomed to think in a singular frame of mind...all me. But now I have to think before I do because I have a permanent plus one and if it will affect him.
So we will see where this first year takes us. How our ever evolving relationship will change. From just acquaintances, to best friends, to that person you want to share a life with, to who knows maybe parents one day. But for now we'll just take one step at a time.